I am!

A woman of my word!

Ang nakaraan sa pakikipagsapalaran ko... [The past in my misadventures lol...]

I broke it off the other day, and the next morning I took it back. And played CIA and FBI and blah-blah-yadda-yadda found something. (I should have played CIA and FBI before I it took back.) *Tsk sayang... Sabay snap ng fingers!*

We are back in each others pus***. I decided to okay just work it out. Work out our fucked up relationship. If not for playing CIA and FBI sana masaya pa din kami, ako hanggang ngayon. Promise hindi na ako magiging atribida at pakialamera. I have created my own monster. Bahala ka kung lokohin at gaguhin mo ako bahala ka, wala na akong pakialam! Am tried! I don't care anymore. I have really learned to love her for reals. Basta ako malinis ang konsensya ko. Wala akong ginagawa. (Yeah I have lied to her too. But in a different level. I know, I know it's still a lie.) I have not talked to any of my ex and anybody that I have flirted before.

Whenever were together as in pakiramdam ko reyna ako sa mga paglilingkod nya sa akin! Believe me she would even clean my nose and ears after i take a bath. She cooks for me/us. Pinapaypayan pa ako nyan kung naiinitan ako. She does everything for me tapos ganito pala? I don't even go to her place anymore. Not that often. She has to drive 45 minutes to see me, every week... Kagandahan ba ako?

Buhay nga naman. BENEFIT of the DOUBT kung ganun ang labanan lol. Forgive and Forget!

Sunday's plan is to play golf. Instead I have something on my mind. Why don't we play hmmm paint ball, war games and or do rock climbing and or white water rafting! So I phoned her and told her what's on my mind... She liked the idea. So top priority is the white water rafting and the paint ball while it's still warm and can do outdoor stuff.

Masama na kung masama.... Pero kung mag paint ball kami o kahit pa war games... We are not going to play for the same team pero shempre hindi nya alam yon... Naiisip nyo ba naiisip ko? Bwahahah... Para kahit papano makaganti ako ng hindi nya alam. At kung white water rafting naman... Eh lunurunin ko na lang sya. *Sayang sana insured sya ng $1 million lol.*

Sex last Friday was ahhh G-R-E-A-T! *Sings... Mr. Lover lover, Mr. Lover lover, girl, Mr. Lover lover. She call me Mr. Boombastic say me fantastic, touch me in me back. She say I'm Mr. Romantic la-la-la-la-la*