can I be an artist? (part two)

continuation of part one...


I got tired of staying at home (trust me on this one, very boring!) and just partying most of my nights wasting all of my Mum's monies, after a year I finally decided to go back to school. So I enrolled my self to study at some stupid school with some stupid medical degree. I was fun, I get to stay away from home, meet a few interesting people here and there and I meet alot of potential girlfriends too! Not to brag when I was younger alot of girls and boys would beg me to just have coffee with them! [Malamang mga walang pang kape! LOL]

Fast forward...

Yesterday while talking to Manat, Ohh you know what my friends tell me about you? That you seem nice and so good looking! Yeah you are nice I think, I dunno and very good looking, I bet when you were much younger your much more better looking compared than now! But you know what, the first time I saw you kind of you don't look like what you look today... Your face is sorta yellow and you look kind of tired! But now your face is reddish and you looked relaxed now. [Leche! Kulang na lang isampal nya sa muka ko na kaya ako blooming eh dahil sa kanya! Actually totoo naman... Yellow ano ako may jaundice? Pero talagang haggard na haggard ako noon kasi alan nyo na alam kong mag meet kami kaya naman todo puyat at isang beses lang ang kain ko noon sa isang araw. Aba dapat maganda ako! Kaya lang haggard ang kinalabasan.]

Balik tanaw ulit...

After spending alot of time and effort at some stupid school studying some stupid medical course Finally called it quits... I snapped one day and told myself I can't take this sh*t anymore and not happy with what I have, hindi ko kayang mabuhay ng araw-araw mga patay ang makikita ko... Hindi ko kayang mag kunwari... I know my Dad's gonna be upset with this, I have to do what I have to do... Wala na akong pakialam lunurin man nya ako sa isang drum ng tubig. Maging serena na kung maging serena.

You see I am very Impulsive person, kung ano nasa isip ko at gusto kong gawin... Gagawin ko... Ng walang sekantots! [I sometimes think that I am suffering from a bipolar disorder and or ADHD he he he...] *Hindi kaya yan kagagawan ng mga pagkain na may formalin?*

After a month or two my ass was back again to school, now at some stupid business school with a stupid major! (Ni hindi ko alam ang debit at credit at kung paano gumamit ng ledger! Tapos eto ako ngayon business ang kinakarir?($@$^) You might want to know why did I get back to school? Nothing... AS IN NOTHING! Maybe just for the heck of it..., for me to do something and not get bored. Again I meet alot of interesting people there, not just ordinary people... People who really has some serious connections and money$ and power. [May pagka social-climber din pala ako noon?]

Ah basta hindi talaga ako interesado sa kung saan mang course! Basta ang gusto ko yong gusto ko! Nag LOA ako hanggang hindi ko na natapos ang aking pag-aaral, - iling na lang ng iling ang aking mga magulang at wala na rin silang magawa sa akin... Kaya ang nasabi na lang nila sa aking mga kapatid eh *TAKE CHARGE* ibig sabihin kayo na bahalang mambambo jan! Katako-takot na sampal at sabunot ang naabot ko sa aking nakakatandang kapatid na babae at suntok sa likod at sikmura sa aking kapatid na barako. - Gi-nang-up po nila ako Ate Charo! [Shock ako... Sa sobrang tuliro ni hindi ko naisip na tumawag sa bantay bata at isuplong ang mga pang-aaping ito ng aking siterette at baderette!]