Together,Forever?

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I guess am whole again... I hope, we decided to get back again for the 3rd time to the 100th power! I hate being a lesbian... There is so much D-R-A-M-A!!! Yeah really. - Forgive and Forget... Achus!

Well honestly we can't live without each other.

We always fight. And that fight and or argument we always just end up hurting each emotionally. [Walang mapagkumbaba kasi.] But we promise each other that this will be the last time... Our last chance... Or else ba-bay na. Muka na kaming tanga sa totoo lang no... [away-bati-break-after 1 day di naman kaya, balikan naman.] Uhgg...

Sad to say, there will be no wedding bells next year in Asia or even here in America. There will be no honeymoon in Europe (Yeah Europe Hotel)... We talk about it already, that we will be doing a long engagement.

Well both of us are back in school right now. She will continue her studies in Thailand next year, obviously she is going home next year. And as for me I'll be staying still here in America and finish mine here. [Bahala na kung anong mangyari sa amin.] Kung kami. Kami diba? No need to go to the temple and pray for both of us and our relationship...

Manat: If we can't be together in this life... Afterlife we will be. Am just doing this for my family. Everything I do, I do for my family. If I could just do what I wanted to do. Then there's no problem. I don't want to be selfish.

Me: I promise you, we will see each other again, I know by heart. Maybe after I finished school... If were still the same... [I am not a Buddhist, so it's really hard for me to understand Reincarnation let alone Nirvana! Absent kasi ako noong itinuro sa amin ng aming guro iyan.] But I try to...

Minsan kailangan nating pabayaan ang mga bagay-bagay sa ating paligid at makisunod na lang sa agos ng dagat. - I am jaded, yet am hopeful...