Sunday, April 15, 2007

Pathetic

Have you ever want something or someone badly and just can't have it? And the more you want it... The more you can't have it? And still wants it??? PATHETIC!

I saw K last Friday she hasn't change a bit, after not seeing her for a month. I haven't changed too. [She still gorgeous and all that = and Me still not over her.] K and I didn't became an item okay. And I guess it'll never happen. *On a very hopeless tone.*

I have been raving K for almost a year now. [Just me and the people around me knew this. I hope. I know these people are already gettin' annoyed. LOL.] I think she has an idea that i like her. She just doesn't know that i really, really, really like her so much.--No, she doesn't know this much! Anyhow me and K have only one degree of separation. Yeah, one degree. Imagine that!

Me and some of my friends ended up at the sky deck for a smoke and a chat. I told them that K was at the back by herself. [Ohh perfect!] So they are double-triple-quadruple daring me if i could walk up and talk to her! Actually my girls are already having a bet. WUHATTT? A dollah? If i will do it or not. [Just how can i do it, if she's always on her damn cellie?] I swear every time i see her it seems that cellie was glued at her ears! Grrrrrrrr!!!!!

I didn't get the chance to even say "HI" to her. Knowing me, I am very pretentious person. I acted as if she's not at my back and did not noticed her at all. Even if am so feeling her. I still have my pride no! [Seeing her again that night... I could just die right there and then.] Wheee that is a bit exaggerated! LOL.

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Saturday afternoon i was on the phone with my friend John. [Blah... blahblahblahblahblah....]

Diwa: Did you see her last night?
John: Yeah! hot, hot hot!
Diwa: I know right!
John: Did you talk to her this time?
Diwa: Nope. You know me! I''ll stutter for sure! Isn't that too obvious? He he he
John: Too bad!
Diwa: I don't know if she noticed me. The things am doin'?
John: Umhh well maybe, Your all over the place! You are soooo trashed!
Diwa: Did you see her outfit thou? Did you see it thou? She's wearing all black from top to bottom! As if somebody had just died! He he he!!!
John: I like it. It's so 80's
Diwa: Umm no it's more of a Goth/Emo/Punk i say.
John: She's cute!
Diwa: Very cute! Awwww! I have an idea! Since she didn't noticed me... Ehem not noticing me at all. Maybe i should change my image? What do you think?
John: Ahahah like what are you gonna do?
Diwa: Maybe she likes Emo/Punk girls? Do you think that'll be a nice idea?
John: Ah, Just be yourself!
Diwa: I am being myself here OKAY!
John: Maybe your just not her type?!$#$^&&*)
Diwa: OUCH!!! That hurt okay! Yeah maybe, maybe not. That's why i will try to change my image. You know what am sayin'?
John: Like what are you gonna do this time biyatch?
Diwa: If Sanjaya has different hair styles every time... Maybe i'll have a different image every time i know am gonna see her!
John: Your crazy! He he he *Cracking up!!!* Your not Sanjaya okay, and he does that for the American people! And your gonna do it for just one person? Your out of your cotton pickin' mind! CRAZYYYYY!!!
Diwa: Whatever dude! If not her... Then i guess i'll just be a Lesbian Old Maid! So tatah! Au revoir! I'll talk to you later! Gotta go... Gotta go to Hot Topic and buy myself an emo/punk outfit!

16 comments:

Anonymous said...

"I have been raving K for almost a year now. [Just me and the people around me knew this. I hope. I know these people are already gettin' annoyed. LOL.] "

*tingin sa kaliwa*
*tingin sa kanan*

Ika nga ni Reyna, 'you talkin' to mois?' - - -

If you want to take a shit, don't you go to the bathroom? Either take a shit or stop talking about it... inchiendes? TALK TO HER AND TAKE YOUR CHANCE! What are you going to lose? FCOL!

diwata said...

May re-PUTA-syon akong inaalagaan! HA HA HA... Ayaw kong masupalpal lang ulit!--in time... paabutin ko sa 1 yr anniv namin sa Nov. HAHAHAHA-- anniv ng kanyang pag supalpal sa akin.

LOL...*hagalpak ng tawa*

diwata said...

Kagabi pa ako talaga irita sayo! Nagpipigil lang ako! At hanggang ngayon iniirita pa din ako sa comment mo! K.

Alam mo ba ang tunay na storya namin nong babaeng yon? At kung maka re-act ka jan kala mo eh wala akong ginawa! At kala mo alam mo ang tunay na mga nangyari?
Alangan naman mag paka radical ako sa kanya?)*!$$%{_)_)*&&^$##$#$&*( FCOLT!

Staka blog ko to kaya wag kang mahadera jan! Kung ano man ang gusto kong isulat wala ka na don!
STUPITI CAPICHE!!!!!!!! *at hindi ako galit iritable lang ako sayo!*

ghandee said...

^ nag-aaway kayo? sino si anonymous?

diwata said...

hindi ah! mabait ako no!

diwata said...

i don't care... love or hate me! he he he... labs u anony!

Anonymous said...

Ako Ito:

Pagka tumingin sa yon, instantly magbilang ka bruha! a-wan, a-tu, a-tree, a-poor, a-pay... in pay seconds ibig sabihin kelangan you say something. ngayon ang tanong, baka naman gusto mo eh ikaw pa ang didigahan! eh ba't di mo lapitan? e ba't di mo chikahin? anong problema mo?

take da damn risk! eh supalpalin kung supalpalin, pano mo malalaman na gusto ka rin nya? at least nalaman mong either gusto ka nya o di ka nya gusto!

nakuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

Anonymous said...

Ako Ito Uli:

Teka... baka naguguluhan sayo kasi Ethnic ka, taz Jewish, taz Chink! ANOKABA?!

diwata said...

REYN? Ikaw ba yan? Yohoo REYN??? REYN VALERA ikaw ba yan?

diwata said...

maarte ako eh! gusto ko ako sinusuyo kaya ayan wala akong alam gawin kung-di magpapansin ha ha ha biro lang. sa susunod kakausapin ko na at hihilahin ko pa ang buhok kamo o diba!

ghandee said...

sino si anony? si ako ito ba yon? waaahhh! naguluhan na ko, pero mataray naman eh, di naman mataray si AI dun sa kaharian.

oist diwa, pag kinausap mo, igapos mo na agad para di makapalag hehe.

ghandee said...

nakz naman! meron na syang online store...

tatish said...

hahaha nalilito tuloy si ghandee sa dami ng mga personalities na lumalabas.

hmn, punk outfit? do i smell another makeover courtesy of chuva and friends?hehehehe

Leilani Love said...

*Sigh* Did you get those lumpia yet? I'm slacking on my Tagalog-- my drag mum screamed "putang ina mo" at me this weekend and it took me nearly ten minutes to come up with a proper response...

(The proper response being "But you are my mom... STUPID!" 'Cause I'm all grown-up like that...)

Love & Hugs!

diwata said...

@Ghandee hindi ko kung sino yan. Engkanto malamang lol. Naman kailangan kumita ng pera kaya ayan kung ano na lang maibenta!

@Bea yesterday i had my hair colored in red, tom. violet naman! Talaga namang papansin lol. I will be re-born every time. I will be the next Suicide Girl. *Halungkat sa closet... Asan na ba dito ang mga itim na damit ko?*

If Sanjanya can do it! I can do it too! HALA! Chika lang!

@Leilani... The package wasn't delivered on it's (ETA) Saturday. I had to go to the nearest Fedex Offc. It's okay! Great Lumpia=)!

If i were in your shoes i would have said "Tangina mo din Inay!" Just kiddin'... Ingat!

reyna elena said...

juice ko! ako pala ang pinagiinitan nitong byaning na to! hindi po ako si anony!!! ok?! mas maganda ako sa kanila!