Have you ever want something or someone badly and just can't have it? And the more you want it... The more you can't have it? And still wants it??? PATHETIC!
I saw K last Friday she hasn't change a bit, after not seeing her for a month. I haven't changed too. [She still gorgeous and all that = and Me still not over her.] K and I didn't became an item okay. And I guess it'll never happen. *On a very hopeless tone.*
I have been raving K for almost a year now. [Just me and the people around me knew this. I hope. I know these people are already gettin' annoyed. LOL.] I think she has an idea that i like her. She just doesn't know that i really, really, really like her so much.--No, she doesn't know this much! Anyhow me and K have only one degree of separation. Yeah, one degree. Imagine that!
Me and some of my friends ended up at the sky deck for a smoke and a chat. I told them that K was at the back by herself. [Ohh perfect!] So they are double-triple-quadruple daring me if i could walk up and talk to her! Actually my girls are already having a bet. WUHATTT? A dollah? If i will do it or not. [Just how can i do it, if she's always on her damn cellie?] I swear every time i see her it seems that cellie was glued at her ears! Grrrrrrrr!!!!!
I didn't get the chance to even say "HI" to her. Knowing me, I am very pretentious person. I acted as if she's not at my back and did not noticed her at all. Even if am so feeling her. I still have my pride no! [Seeing her again that night... I could just die right there and then.] Wheee that is a bit exaggerated! LOL.
Saturday afternoon i was on the phone with my friend John. [Blah... blahblahblahblahblah....]
Diwa: Did you see her last night?
John: Yeah! hot, hot hot!
Diwa: I know right!
John: Did you talk to her this time?
Diwa: Nope. You know me! I''ll stutter for sure! Isn't that too obvious? He he he
John: Too bad!
Diwa: I don't know if she noticed me. The things am doin'?
John: Umhh well maybe, Your all over the place! You are soooo trashed!
Diwa: Did you see her outfit thou? Did you see it thou? She's wearing all black from top to bottom! As if somebody had just died! He he he!!!
John: I like it. It's so 80's
Diwa: Umm no it's more of a Goth/Emo/Punk i say.
John: She's cute!
Diwa: Very cute! Awwww! I have an idea! Since she didn't noticed me... Ehem not noticing me at all. Maybe i should change my image? What do you think?
John: Ahahah like what are you gonna do?
Diwa: Maybe she likes Emo/Punk girls? Do you think that'll be a nice idea?
John: Ah, Just be yourself!
Diwa: I am being myself here OKAY!
John: Maybe your just not her type?!$#$^&&*)
Diwa: OUCH!!! That hurt okay! Yeah maybe, maybe not. That's why i will try to change my image. You know what am sayin'?
John: Like what are you gonna do this time biyatch?
Diwa: If Sanjaya has different hair styles every time... Maybe i'll have a different image every time i know am gonna see her!
John: Your crazy! He he he *Cracking up!!!* Your not Sanjaya okay, and he does that for the American people! And your gonna do it for just one person? Your out of your cotton pickin' mind! CRAZYYYYY!!!
Diwa: Whatever dude! If not her... Then i guess i'll just be a Lesbian Old Maid! So tatah! Au revoir! I'll talk to you later! Gotta go... Gotta go to Hot Topic and buy myself an emo/punk outfit!