jaded but hopeful

I had my worst nightmare at 9 years old, when my Mom died... It is the most painful thing that had ever happen to me (at least at that time), gosh what do I expect am just 9 years old.

Well in a way it taught me how to be strong and carry on. But there are times I find myself feeling hurt again. I taught, I will never feel pain anymore...

I try to control my emotions really, but sometimes I can't... Maybe, because I am not some low-level animal (because even dogs and cats have emotions too). We have emotions because they make us enjoy life. They make us perform great things and they make us human after all.