Does it do any good?

This is the cost of war in Iraq

* $275 million per day
* $4,100 per household
* Almost 4,000 U.S. soldiers killed and more than 60,000 wounded
* 700,000 Iraqis killed and 4 million refugees

If I was to make my life a movie, I will name it, In Love and War... It has nothing to do with the movie In Love and War. It's just that me and Manat are just like cat and dog (well with cats and dogs sometimes they do get along together so were like snake and mongoose LOL, it's just never ending). Everyday it's always a new day for us to argue/fight again-and-again-and-again!

We just got back together last Friday from a 5 day break from each other, and now we are fighting again? It's like a cycle... It just go round-and-round-and-round.

I am tired, yet am hopeful.

Oh my gawd... It's like me and manat

Shorty I'll take you there!

Last night we picked up the babies of Reyns and Chuva, very, very cute babies... I'll be posting some of the pix later wala pa kasing charger ng La Germania ko eh waaaaaa. (Buong kabaran-gay-an ang sumundo sa mga babies na ito! Le, Gil, Me with my bitter half, Kathleen, HRH and Chuva) O diba parang entourage.


Parang ang sarap maging breeder imagine ang breeder kagabi walang kahirap-hirap PR lang na kesyo-kesyo kiaw-kiaw champion ang mga tatay nyang mga yan na si Cassanova(Playboy ang dating no?) at viola $1400.00 agad sa 2 tutang sina Toby at Jake, may naiwan pa ngang 1 aktuali nakakaawa dahil magisa na lang sya. Gusto ko ngang kunin kaya lang hindi naman ako kasing yaman nila Chuva at Reyns eh, tutal andoon naman sa bahay si Jake so hihiramin ko na lang sya sa nanay nyang amo ko! (Grrrr, dagdag tarbahu na naman ito sa akin...) Na-iimagine ko nang mga gagawin namin ni Jake sa Summer sa Rittenhouse (Swak na swak to... This is so effective no, kapag may aso ka madali kang i-approach ng mga tao (Translation from my dictionary mas madali kang makakuha ng hada hahaha). BELIEVE ME! Subok ko na to no.

The HRH is not just a simple social climber raise to the 197th power! She is very-very-very generous person, it is proven. Hindi lang sya mapagbigay sa boylets (Kung maaalala nyo she give alot sa kanyang fundation yong ref at yong tons of loads ng smart at globe) ,now I don't want to be her best-friend(RITZ=BestFriend Formula) anymore, I want to be one of the relathieves!

At alam nyo bang meron si Reyns na natatagong talento? Marunong pala mag rap ang Reyna! (Bilib din ako dito sa babachinang ito, otsentay otso going to noventa anyos na eh in-na-in pa din) *We can go to the tropics Sip piña coladas Shorty I could take you there Or we can go to the slums Where killas get hung Shorty I could take you there You know I could take ya (I could take ya...) I could take ya (I could take ya...) Shorty I could take you there You know I could take ya (I could take ya...) I could take ya (I could take ya...) Shorty I could take you there* That is Reyns singing! Bigla akong nahiya sa aking sarili nang marinig ko na nag-ra-rap ang Reyna!, Dahil kung tutuusin diba dapat mas alam ko sa kanya yong kanta? Eh ang alam ko lang na lyrics noon eh Shawtie I'll take you thereeeee. That's it.

Speaking of Shawtie... Me and Shawtie is having a break it to me gently period that started today! O diba scheduled, naman kasi noong Biernes at Sabado pa namin as pinaguusapan yon eh pero in effect sa Lunes *Kamut-kamot ulo* We both decided to have a break, 2 weeks break from each otha (sa madalit' salita break it to me gently o diva, kaming parehas ang ang desisyon as in WE totot! agree na din ako para naman di ako nakakaawa lol). Dapat 1 week lang, kaya lang sabi ko hmmm masyadong mabilis yon gawin nating 2 weeks para mashoray! Since gusto nya Reyna sya, gusto ko Reyna din ako. Sa loob ng dalawang linggo malalaman namin kung sino talaga ang Reyna sa amin at nag Re-Reyna-Reynahan lang (Reyna ng Inglatera, ang Reynang walang kapangyarihan). Palibhasa kumunista at satanista! LOL. Kidding lang, mabaet naman yon eh, minsan palpak lang ang asal. (miss ko na nga eh, ngayon pa... ngayon pa sya nawala kung kelan ako super mega over for all season sa kabusihan sa buhay ko. errand girl ko yon, driver, shopper at sex slave bwahahaha). Charing baka maniwala naman si JJ nyan. (JJ? As in JoanJoyce?) Aaminin ko na there is a third-party involve on my side, may relasyon kami ni Agnes. (HUWAG kayong maingay, hindi pa nya alam! Sheessshhh...)

Mangiyak-ngiyak ako kagabi habang nasa labas ng bahay at inaantay ang kanyang pagalis... Oo naluha ako habang naguusap kami. Paano ba naman, wala na akong katuwang sa mga gawain ko lol! Paano na lang kapag umalis ako at kelangan ko ng mag hahatid sa akin sa Airport? Pag nalasing ako sa mga pariwarang gay bars dito sino nang tatawagan ko? (Pagpasok ng bahay, CHUVAaaaaaaaaa asan na ang vintage Spanish wine 1949 natin? Tara inumin na natin! may natira pa bang kwitis/super lolo/sinturon ni Judas jan?????) It's Party time!!!

Ayan ibabalik ko na po ang lesbian drama, simula ng tigilan ko ang seryeng ito... Nawala ang PR ko GrrrrrRrrrr!!! PR 8 yon no?!&*(%&^%@^&_(*&!

Susunod Abangan...

it's never ending...

Yeah our arguments are just never ending especially when were not together. [We always just argue about little things over the phone, pero pag magkasama naman kami para kaming mga kunehong ewan! Hindi po si JJ o Ghandee ganda Babae ang tinutukoy ko.] Minsan nakakasawa na din... Ang hirap pala ng buhay may asawa, sana nong nag wish ako... Sana nilinaw ko ng konti na sana po magka ngelpren na ako na yong magkakaintindihan kami! LOL. [Kairita talaga!]

I love her, no doubt about it!!! We just argue alot, we have alot of cultural indifference kasi naman Americanize na lola nyo eh Asianang old skool pa din sya. Pero kahit na ganyan ang sitwasyon namin sinusubukan kong makisama sa kanya... Gaya na lang ng pagkain ng sili, hindi ako mahilig sa maanghang pero ngayon eh tila kala nyo eh taga Bicol ako, ginagawa ko na lang pong mane ang labuyo ngayon uhg! [Sometimes it's just too much for me, I don't and can't handle stress that much.] Ang mahal pa naman ng pa - botox sa ngayon ha. [There are times that I can't take it anymore the arguments and the fights! Away babae kung away babaw kamo!] Eh paano ba naman pareho kaming gusto magsuot ng korona?^$!@$#^^&+)#

What pisses me off is this... There are times... NO almost all the time, she would say something and not really mean it. It's like if she says YES it really means NO, and if she says NO what it really means to her is YES. [Anak ng teteng diba?]

Re-rewind back a few weeks ago...

She said that she don't want to talk to me and she just hangup the phone... So I told myself yeah maybe were better off not talking at that moment... We just needed a little break and it's really better for us not to talk at that time, so I just let her be, I didn't call her back... After 5 minutes, my phone rang and it was her, she wants to break it off with me... HUWATTT??? HUAYYYY??? Cause you don't care for me anymore that's why... [Yan ang sagot sa akin ng mahal kong impaktang ngelpren!] Why do you say that I don't care for you anymore? Cause you didn't call me back, your supposed to call me back! [Na-sermonan pa kamo ako, ako na naman ang may sala ano pa nga ba.] Uh eh diba binagsakan mo nga ako ng phone, tapos i-ne-expect mong tatawagan kita??? HA... Grrrr! [Hindi ako sanay ng ganyan, alalahanin matagal akong nabakante, pa-sabit-sabit lang ako so walang demandahan.]

Inis na inis na ako, gigil na gigil na ako, pikon na pikon na ako at asar na asar na ako. [Ang pasensya ko malapit nang maubos, wala akong magawa kaya minsan iniiyak ko na lang sa sobra kong inis dahil nahihirapan na ako kung anong klase pa bang pakikitungo ang gagawin ko. [Para kaming may teleserye lagi sa totoo lang.] Pag nakialam ka pakialamera ka, pag di mo pinansin nagagalit, hindi ko misan alam kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko. [Eh leche, no speak at no untarstant englich na lang kaya ang chikka ko dito, para tahimik.]

This afternoon we were talking for our so called plans for tom Jul. 4 [Sya lang naman lagi ang nagbabago ng plano eh... Daming kesyo-kesyo.] First plan was, I am the one going to her place... She kind of changed it 2 days ago at sila raw ng mga kaibigan nya ang pupunta dito at mamamasyal daw dito... Sige ibigay ang hilig! Kanina tumawag hindi daw tutuloy ang mga kaibigan, sya na lang daw magisa... Okay so... Punta kaming beach but she has to be here early, very early like 8 am sharp, she lives like 30 minutes away from me... So I told her to be early as possible. I didn't gave her anytime... She told me that she'll be here by 7:30 AM I just said OKAY... Sounds good... Biglang humirit ng... You don't care for me! HUWATTTT? HUAAAYYY??? You didn't think of me, to have more sleep and rest! [Eh punyeta sino bang may sabi na pumunta ka ng ala 7 ng umaga, diba ikaw? Napikon na talaga ako... Tinaray-tarayan ko.] Kairita dibanetch? Hirap espelengin! [Ano bang gusto mong mangyari iha? Pigilan kita? Pa-cute ako sayo? Pa-sweet ako na HUAAAGGG matulog kapa para lumaki ka ng kaunti!] Sabihin nyo sa akin kung saan kong mabuting ilugar ang sarili ko. Sabay hiniritan ako ng am kidding! Leche ngayon pa nasa moment ako na iritang - irita na ako? I am losing my patience??? [Kidding mo muka mo!]