Underground

I feel so consumed ... By my own life

Iritahin ba ako?

Am sorry to my non-Tagalog readers! I just have to write this entry in Tagalog.

So anyways, I really wanted to blog this story 3 weeks ago pa no! Since, nagkwento ako kay Chuva tungkol sa babaing kinaiiritahan ko tatlong linggo na ang nakakaran! Eh kahapon pinaalala na naman sa akin mga impakta kasi yang si Chuva at si Sunyi eh. Kaya naman medyo kumu-kulo-kulo na naman ang dugo ko kahapon hanggang ngayon mismo! Kayo kung gusto nyo akong iritahin paalala nyo lang ulit sa akin ang kwento to malamang sirang-sira nanaman ang araw ko!

Hindi nyo na itatanong naman kung ano ang aking pinagkakabuhayan diba? Sa mga hindi nakakaalam isa lang po akong katulong. Hindi ako stay in. Naman para may iba pa akong garnatcha no!

Kapag may nagtatanong sa akin kung ano ang aking tarbahu, shempre sinasabi ko honest ako eh! At saka diba parang pi-no-promote ko na din sarili ko! Aba malay ko kung potential amo yon?

Wala akong pinipiling tarbahu. Basta pagkakakitan hindi ko pina-lalagpas. Kahit ano pa. Basta walang halong sex! HA HA HA! Hindi nyo na itatanong wala na po akong libido kaya it's not gonna work for me!

Marami akong on the sides na tarbahu. Minsan nag ha-hardinera ako, minsan naman eh linis-bahay, dog walker at madami pang iba.

Hindi nyo na itatanong pati pag aalaga ng matanda eh pinapasok ko din.

Eto ang aking kwento...

Mga dawalang taon na ang nakakaran pero ang sugat at sakit eh tila sariwa pa din sa aking dibdib.

Minsan may nagtanong sa akin kung ano daw ang ginagawa ko tuwing weekends... At tila hindi napagkikikita ang aking muka... Ang sabi ko abalang abala ako, kasi nagaalaga ako ng matanda pag Sabado at Domingo.

Natanong ng kausap ko kung ano at paano ang ginagawa ko sa matanda? Eh di pinaliwanag ko naman... Wala lang nakatunganga lang nagtititigan kami maghapon pagkatapos ko syang molestyahin!!! Biro lang ha, May pagka-tanga kasi yong nagtanong sa akin eh! Di sinabi ko... Alaga!, as in aayusan mo... Pakainin, Paliguan, Bihisan at Palitan ng diapers!

Nabigla ang naturang babae sa sinabi ko... At biglang syang sinabi na PT ka pala! Ano daw? Medyo nawala ata ako doon ah? PT daw ako? Wala po ako sa medical field! Ang ibig pala nyang sabihin eh Punas Tae! Sabay humagalpak ng tawa at para bang diring-diri sya sa tarbahung ginagawa ko! Nilait-lait pa kamo ako ng impaktang yan!

Ewww kadiri! Paano mo naaatim yon? Wala na bang ibang tarbahu? At pati yan pinapatulan mo? Tangina patulan ko na kaya tong impaktitang to? Yan ang mga nasambit nya yong iba eh hindi ko na maalala basta yan na yong in my own words diba.

Nong habang magkausap kami... Parang nandire ako sa sarili ko... Para bang anliit-liit ng tingin ko sa sarili ko... Pero wala naman akong magagawa eto ang aking kapalaran... And at the same time bad-trip ako sa kausap ko. Kina-kalma ko ang aking sarili at baka may masabi lang akong di maganda! At hindi para patulan ko sya! Kunwari edukada akong tao kaya smile lang ng todo kahit sa loob-loob ko... [Tanginang to kala nya mayaman sya? Eh pareho lang kulay ng tae natin! Parehas lang tayong nakain ng kanin! Eh baka ng ang kinakain lang nya eh NFA na bigas tapos ako brown rice no! At kung laitin ako ganun na lang? Sino ba sya? Kaninong anak ba sya ng Diyos hayup sya! Kung hindi ko pa alam eh [BLEEP] lang sya!] Uyy Chismacks yan... Hindi naman iskandalosa! Buti na lang din hindi ako mahilig sa gulo kaya kahit iritang-irita ako eh pinabayaan ko na lang.

Pagkatapos nyang mga panlalait na yan. Naghanap agad ako ng skwela. Para mag-aral ulit. [Am gonna pursue my paking degree! Hindi Nurse okay!] Hindi ko na itinuloy ang plano ko kasi mahihirapan ako magaral at maghanapbuhay ng sabay. [Sa susunod na lang pag may nanlait ulit sa akin. LOL. May pagka-ulol din kasi ako eh.]

Ang hindi ko tinatantanan eh ang pagtaya sa lotto. Dahil pag ako ay nanalo ng Jackpot. Pangako, ang mga nang-aapi sa akin bibilihin ko ng $10,000 yan lang ang halaga nila. At pasusunog ko! Charing hindi naman ako ganyan kasama duduraan ko lang sila! Bwahahaha...

Nagkakandakuba akong mag-tarbahu kasi gusto kong masunod luho ko. Idol ko kasi si Angel Locsin! O diba! Ang babaeng walang pahinga! Pangarap ko din kasing makapagmaneho ng Hummer eh!

Ang naaalala ko noong bata pa ako, laging sinasabi ng aking magulang wag na wag aasa sa iba.

Nong musmus pa lamang ako laging nasusunod ang gusto ko at mga hiling ko. Kaya naman pag hindi napagbigyan nagwawala ako.

Pag hindi ko gusto ang pagkain sa hapag-kainan ang gagawin ko ay Hunger Strike ako haggang magawan ng paraan. Heh Heh Heh...

Kinausap ako ng aking mga magulang at sinabing "Paano kung wala na kami? Paano ka? Kanino ka hihingi nyang mga luho mo?" [OMG! Having parent's like that is much better than soap! There's alot of drama! LOL.] Kaya naman after noong mga ganong usapan hindi na ako masyado nag-dedemanda sa aking Papa Dear. Tatay ko po hindi ko jowa!

Kaya naman ganito na lang ako kumayod... Kayod aso! Dahil naririnig ko sa likod ng aking tenga ang mga bulong na "Kung may gusto ka, Pag-tarbahuhan mo." Yan ang mga katagang sambit ng magulang ko.

Kaya ako eto ngayon naka handusay sa kama habang ang taas-taas ng presyon at iritableng iritable sa pagkakaalala. At hindi ako apektado okay!

Remind me

Fortune?

Courage is not the absence of fear; it is the conquest of it.

Five fortune cookies came with my order. Supposed to be just one, but i like these cookies so I asked for extra.

I know someone who would crack these babies up just to see what's her fortune and not eat it. Crazy right? Anyhow she passed away, so bless her soul.

I was kind of hoping that my fortune says... "Tomorrow when you wake up, You will be a millionaire." LOL .

Am finished eating so back to work, a.k.a blogging.

Canon EOS Rebel Xti; M mod; 1/10; f11; ISO800
Canon EFS 18-55mm

Phone Conversation

I didn't come to work today, am not feeling good.

Instead i cleaned a bit, fold my laundry that's been sitting here for almost a month now... whew what a relief! And for that i want to treat myself.

So I called my 2nd favorite Chinese fast food.

Girl: Hallo how may hepa? *On a fast tone and delivery.*

Me: Hi uhhmm [Since am still confuse on what to order.]

Girl: Fo pick up o delivah? Can i have you phone numbah and addre plea.

Me: 482-**** and 110 Mississippi Ave.

Girl: wha-wha-chero Missis Ave.?

Me: No, it's Mississippi Ave.

Girl: Plea spell it fo me!

Me: M-I-S-I-S-I-P-I *Oh man I couldn't spell my own street!*

I live on the corner of the street. Seriously I even look out of my window to check, but the street sign was taken down by some teen-agers. Oh good lord.

So what i did was went to the Internet to look it up LOL.

Me: It's M-i-s-s-i-s-s-i-p-p-i Ave.

Girl: Hokay, what you want?

Me: Hot and sour soup large, 2 liter diet coke, Boneless spareribs with Pork fried rice, and 2 hot oil please.

Girl: We not have diet cook, we have spray or pepchi.

Me: Okay, okay give me pepsi.

Girl: It come with tha egg-raw. I repea you ordah hokay. 2 litah pepchi, Boneless spareribs with pok fly lie, Hot and sour soups. Hold on I compute!

Me: *Sighing.*

Girl: Minimum delivery is fiteen dollah! Your total is foutee fity.

Me: It's okay i'll just pay it.

Girl: No-no-no I put egg-raw.

Me: It's okay! How long will it take?

Girl: fitee mini.

Am not being arrogant or racist! Me, myself has an accent too.

I noticed that whenever i eat at Chinese places. The food servers... They talk fast. I mean very fast! Ever encounter that? And once they got your order... Their like... psssshwinggg... Their f*****g outta there! He he he...

It took me 10 mins. to place that damn order. We just can't understand each other. Maybe it's just not me doing the deciphering game hah-hah-hah...

Vacation...

I need a break!

I've checked Expedia/Travelocity etcetera etcetera... Then finally, found something that is very reasonable for my budget. [$300.00 all-inclusive. Air/Hotel/Daily Breakfast/Half day guided city tour/Round trip airport transfers.] That is a good-deal-thou! Where else in the world can you find something like that? Btw this is a package for Sierra Leone, I want to go there! Cause i heard that they have alot of Diamonds! I wanted to do Santorini, Greece but it's just out of my price range. Way out..................

I was about to book it and pay for it, and i noticed that my passport had been expired for a week! Whattttt???? That means no vacation then! I don't have time to re-new it since i have no more sick days and not enough day offs left and besides am a very busy person. [I have to figure out what's next ASAP...] I want to getaway, in short *Gusto kong magwala. LOL*

It had to be Business and Pleasure.

It had to be Domestic.

I want Adventure.

I want to spice up my life.

I want to explore what's out there.

[But not to the point that Am gonna do bungee jumping or swim with the alligators in Glades, Florida. Hell no not that kind of fun.]

I did a little research again... And found these... *Kapag sinu-swerte ka nga naman.*


Roaring Camp Mining Co.
It's in Pine Grove, California. Somewhere around Sacramento.

Am so goona love it there! Think bout' it, having a vacation and at the same time diggin' up for your own Gold? Innit lovely? But it's a whopping $200.++ per person, plus cabin rent?(&%$#$#^%^& Are they serious? I hope not!

City of Cottage Grove
2 hours from Portland, Oregon

I heard alot of good things about this place. They say that, This is the best place to hunt for Truffles! What? Hunt truffles???

Uhhh truffles? If I fancy truffles, I could just order it from Harry and David and or Godiva! Little did you know, am Diabetic and not really a choclit lover -- And no am not travelling 10,000 miles just for a fancy truffle! NO!!!!!!!!

If i can't go to Sierra Leone for my Diamond's I will be at...

Crater of Diamonds State Park
Murfreesboro, Arkansas (I wonder if it's just right next to Kansas? Can someone please enlighten me.)

Park Entrance $6 adults; $3 children ages 6-12... And if am lucky enough and find myself a gem ohhh priceless...

So here's the deal... Pay the fee's at the counter and get the shovel, knee pads, and the bucket... A bucket? For what? The Diamond's am gonna dig? *That is sexy!!!*

And so i got to find me Air and Hotel for this... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching... Searching..........

*Yawns...*

The search results came up... And... I was in shock and awe...

Air and Land (Hotel) costs $1200.00 per person inclusive of tax! Just how much is the tax? Like 500.00? Someone told me that i need an advance reservation to get domestic flights less expensive!

Just how much time do they need? LIKE ONE YEAR IN ADVANCE???

I can't believe it! I didn't say am gonna go to Ibiza and have a party all night. It's Arkansas... A-R-K-A-N-S-A-S! Pronounced as in Arkansa! They f****g outta their mind!

Bitter:sweet

Lounge is not just a sound, it's a way of life. A religion if you will.



No regrets
Everything will work out fine
We'll hold our breath
Wait for another sign
I've tastedYour bittersweet faith
My heart aches for you
I'm taking
A moment to say
Everything I doI do for youI do it all for you
Lay your sweet
Tears across my broken dream
Don't you speak
A word about the past
You'll need more than I'll ever give
I can't lie to youI love you
My angel, my sin
Everything I do
I do for you
I do it all for you
Anything, anything for you
Are we're moving in the right direction
What is fate if fate's immersed in shame
A high price for the beauty of perfectionI go when all
I want to do is stayI do for youI do it all for you
Anything, I do it all for you
Anything for you

Workin' My Ass Off

As y'all would know Am very excited for summer already! This is my very anticipated season. The only time i can wear my F*** me clothes hah hah!!! I've been goin to the gym and had this special diet the eat-no-food diet! -- before I was also on a diet, SEE FOOD DIET it is! I eat just anything i put my hands on.

I have a different outlook now! I have to be beautiful this season! Beat that! I dunno my market, it's just sooooo competitive! -- Whatever that market is lol.

I guess it doesn't matter now, if i go to the gym and spend 10 hours there and not eat at all. I will be working my ass of this summer *Isn't that sexy? Uhhhg.*

Starting June I will be working Saturdays and Sundays from 10:30AM - 6:30PM. I just have to do, what i have to do. It's hard living below the poverty line. [Just call me DUKE, short for DUKHA!]

Definitely I'll be missing alot... of fun under the sun... BBQs and The Shore.

My ass is just gonna end up at some Tanning Salon. *Damn it!*

About ME! (I was tag by Reyna Elena)

Ngayon lang ako ulit mag post ng Tagalog! Sana hindi ako mautal-utal. He he he

Ginasagutan ko sya ngayon habang kausap si Chuva

Ano ba to? Reyna Elena? Pil-up-an ko lang ba?

Enjoy!

FOUR JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. Custodian (Floor Manager)
2. Nanny (Sa amo kong Consul General sa U.S Embassy sa Kenya.)
3. TIGAS (Tiga- saing, luto, alaga, punas lahat na ng ginagamitan ng tigas!)
4. CEO sa aking Cleaning Biz! (Laban ka?)

FOUR MOVIES I HAVE WATCHED OVER AND OVER (I don't watch movies eh... is documentary included? it's also a movie only boring lol, and beside intelektual ako noh! kaya eto ang aking list.)

1 Animal Planet (Animals gone wild.)
2. Discovery (Animals gone bad.)
3. National Geographic (Animals behaving badly.)
4. Talk Sex With Sue Johanson (My fave!)

FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:

1. Congo Repulic
2. Dominican Republic
3. People's Republic Of China
4. Republic Of Philippines
(Kahit Katulong lang ako, well traveled to no! Paano ba naman ang amo ko saan mang lupalop magpunta eh kasama ako.)

FOUR TV SHOWS I LIKE TO WATCH:

1. Monk (I see myself in him.)
2. CSI (Para alam kong gagawin ko just in-case na may gawin akong katarantaduhan.)
3. Desperate bull-dykes (Starring: Rosie O'Donell. Co-starring: KD Lang)
4. Revenge of the Sithy.

FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:

1. Amsterdam, New York
2. Athens, Georgia
3. New York, Cubao
4. Paris, Pennsylvania

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
1. Vietnamese
2. Thai
3. Malaysian
4. Burmese

FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW: (Sarap siguro magpa-TAN dito? Weeee.)
1. Uzbekistan
2. Tajikistan
3. Turkmenistan
4. Kazakhstan

FOUR PEOPLE WHO WILL ANSWER THIS MEME
1. Si Sister Ross
2. Si Bea
3. Si JC. (Ang babaeng sobrang dami ng contents sa blog nya!)
4. Si C5

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Today i feel like...

Writing a lettah to BBB [Better Business Bureau] in Tagalog [BITTER BIZNIS BURO] and report an online store. It's passed 48 hrs. already where's my freakin' dvd at???

Calling Kori, but i dunno what am i gonna say to her. I just wanted to hear her voice. Just gotta find a reason why am callin' eh! Think-think-think... Cha-ching! Umm maybe i'll ask her how does she feel as a Korean-American about the Virginia Tech. Massacre? -- I still got my pride and at the same time i heard her voice. Ahihihiihihihihiihhihihiihihihiihihihihiihihihihihiihihihihiihihihihihiihihihihihihiihihihiihihihihihihihiihihihihihihihiihihihihihi
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[Oooppsssiieee, Sorry it was an accident. I stepped on the remote of my pocket rocket.]

I wanna beat the sh*t out of Google! Why is that i have ads by Google? Why??? Can someone explain this anomaly??? Do they want me back?

Am very intrigued by one of my stalkerisque. She is 71.105.***. From Long Beach, CaliPORNia??? Come out! Come out! Or else i will tell your Mom that you are a BIG lesbian slut! Respect LBC! Never ever under estimate me.

Tight and Sore

I swear i feel so tight and sore right now. [From working out!!!]

I am so excited for the summer! It's really fast approaching!!!

So started goin again to the gym for almost 3 weeks now... Whew.., after a quite long rest. [READ: After being so addicted in blogging. Uh-huh i ditched goin' there just to blog! My family even got me an interventionist! For this addiction to stop.]

I am so working-out much harder now. [Thanks to Jackie!] See that booty? Isn't she delish? [Me love her loong time!]

In no time am gonna have that beautiful bod! Well i don't spent 3 hours at the gym for nothing no! [Oh well, 3 hours right? Here's the breakdown... You do the math. Well for a start i stretch for like 30mins, walk for freakin' 10mins with red-bull on my right hand and my music slave on my left--busy-busy-busy!, i flirt for hmmm lemme see... 2.50 hours and again 30mins for stretching i just have to do alot of stretching cause you know, i don't wannabe sore the next day. See i really spend alot of time there! And am really excited for the results. Am giving myself 3months to be the next Jackie!]

I am also eating much lesser now! [Yeah i eat once a day now. Maybe that's also the reason why am always bitchin'@work, well now i know it's not caused by pms! lol.]

I have an eating disorder... There are times that i would eat and not eat at all.

I noticed that whenever i felt angry/sad or just simply pissed off i always end up at the buffet place, no kidding the whole fucken day and i would sat there and i would just find myself eating all their dumplings, chicken feet and pork buns filled with so much flavor from the MSG! Ohh i love MSG! [I just hate those days! Don't you?]

Pathetic

Have you ever want something or someone badly and just can't have it? And the more you want it... The more you can't have it? And still wants it??? PATHETIC!

I saw K last Friday she hasn't change a bit, after not seeing her for a month. I haven't changed too. [She still gorgeous and all that = and Me still not over her.] K and I didn't became an item okay. And I guess it'll never happen. *On a very hopeless tone.*

I have been raving K for almost a year now. [Just me and the people around me knew this. I hope. I know these people are already gettin' annoyed. LOL.] I think she has an idea that i like her. She just doesn't know that i really, really, really like her so much.--No, she doesn't know this much! Anyhow me and K have only one degree of separation. Yeah, one degree. Imagine that!

Me and some of my friends ended up at the sky deck for a smoke and a chat. I told them that K was at the back by herself. [Ohh perfect!] So they are double-triple-quadruple daring me if i could walk up and talk to her! Actually my girls are already having a bet. WUHATTT? A dollah? If i will do it or not. [Just how can i do it, if she's always on her damn cellie?] I swear every time i see her it seems that cellie was glued at her ears! Grrrrrrrr!!!!!

I didn't get the chance to even say "HI" to her. Knowing me, I am very pretentious person. I acted as if she's not at my back and did not noticed her at all. Even if am so feeling her. I still have my pride no! [Seeing her again that night... I could just die right there and then.] Wheee that is a bit exaggerated! LOL.

<<<<>>>>>

Saturday afternoon i was on the phone with my friend John. [Blah... blahblahblahblahblah....]

Diwa: Did you see her last night?
John: Yeah! hot, hot hot!
Diwa: I know right!
John: Did you talk to her this time?
Diwa: Nope. You know me! I''ll stutter for sure! Isn't that too obvious? He he he
John: Too bad!
Diwa: I don't know if she noticed me. The things am doin'?
John: Umhh well maybe, Your all over the place! You are soooo trashed!
Diwa: Did you see her outfit thou? Did you see it thou? She's wearing all black from top to bottom! As if somebody had just died! He he he!!!
John: I like it. It's so 80's
Diwa: Umm no it's more of a Goth/Emo/Punk i say.
John: She's cute!
Diwa: Very cute! Awwww! I have an idea! Since she didn't noticed me... Ehem not noticing me at all. Maybe i should change my image? What do you think?
John: Ahahah like what are you gonna do?
Diwa: Maybe she likes Emo/Punk girls? Do you think that'll be a nice idea?
John: Ah, Just be yourself!
Diwa: I am being myself here OKAY!
John: Maybe your just not her type?!$#$^&&*)
Diwa: OUCH!!! That hurt okay! Yeah maybe, maybe not. That's why i will try to change my image. You know what am sayin'?
John: Like what are you gonna do this time biyatch?
Diwa: If Sanjaya has different hair styles every time... Maybe i'll have a different image every time i know am gonna see her!
John: Your crazy! He he he *Cracking up!!!* Your not Sanjaya okay, and he does that for the American people! And your gonna do it for just one person? Your out of your cotton pickin' mind! CRAZYYYYY!!!
Diwa: Whatever dude! If not her... Then i guess i'll just be a Lesbian Old Maid! So tatah! Au revoir! I'll talk to you later! Gotta go... Gotta go to Hot Topic and buy myself an emo/punk outfit!

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April's Lesbian Flick of the Month

Movie: Saving Face

What a great lesbian movie! Just loved it!

Aren't they hot? Wil and Vivian? *Turns on the AC.*

Lynn Chen Aka Vivian Shing on this movie just reminds me of Gail - one of the my straight girlfriends at i always fantasize. *Teheh heeehh eeehhh.* [Eww kinda makes me wanna go puke... Since we are friends. Isn't that considered incest? Anyhow that was a looooong time ago. ROTFL.]

I was watchin' this movie last night since i woke up on a very unusual time. I am so gonna buy a dvd of this!

I can definitely relate on this movie... Being Asian and all that.

And also i just came out from the closet last February. Woot-woot.=P

Update... Dialing... Callin' my friend Chuva
the owner of Rainbowreels Store

Diwa: Chuva do have this movie, saving face?

Chuva: I have it! Check out my store.

Diwa: I am so buying it now!!! Or can you just order that for me pls...

Chuva: Ahaha! You do it yourself!

Diwa: What a great customer service!!! he he he
It says here that if i register i'll get $5.00 back? Can i just pay you by check? So i don't have to pay for the mailing...

Chuva: *Sighs....* What a thrift!

Diwa: I'll talk to you later i have to figure this out cause you know sometimes i could be a freakin' blonde lol. [On a very excited tone...]

Here's my shopping cart...

Hung - over

I went out last Friday and had like 9-10 drinks ugh my tolerance is getting higher, higher, higher, and higher. [The drinks are just whoa overflowing! It's everywhere. I mean people just kept giving me drinks.] I went home around 5a.m. yeah a very un-usual thing for a lesbian to be out this late! Slept for about 3 hours cause i still got this breakfast thingy with my family, and have to work overtime for 3 hours. I swear i will never drink again and work the next day!!! [Even i showered twice already i could still smell the alcohol in me eww gross.] I always say this whenever i get bad hung-overs but still drinks and still not learn lol.

After work, I still manage to go to this Fil-Am basketball thing. I just have to, my cousin's/uncle's--my whole clan is there. It was organized by one of my uncle's. [I went of course, to show my support and was hoping to see Jill--my straight cousin's best friend and she's straight too. HA HA HA HA... I have fetishes with straight girls. I heart straight girls.]
Well I have two missions... Make my cousin and her friend to be gay too!!! [It's just hard to be the only gay in the family.]--She wasn't there but the sister is. Ugh.

My day didn't end there! Not Yet!

My cousin invited me to grab something at the Filipino store. I would be more happy if she invited me go to sleep. [I still got headache from last night.] Jill works there and was kind of hoping she would be our server. Maybe it's just not my lucky day she's not working not until around 7p.m. for the Pacquiao Game. Oh no am not gonna hang-out there until 7-8 p.m just to see her LOL.

Today was a very long day indeed.

Finally i got home around 6p.m. As an Obsessive-Compulsive person I am. I just can't wait to jump on the shower and put on my pajamas. [That would be my third time to go to the shower. First is when i got home at 5a.m. Second was before i went to work 9a.m and This was my third and hopefully my last for this day.]
And it's not summer yet okay. During summertime my average would be four-five times a day! Yeah that's also the reason why i have a very dry skin.

I decided to take a quick nap from 7p.m-2a.m... More of a sleep right? Teheeh heeehh ehehe...

It's almost 3a.m. and I don't know what to do... I wanted to do something... Anything... So badly... Am bored...

SMILE, and I Hope The World Will SMILE With Them

I was doing my brisk walking yesterday afternoon at the gym while reading my magazine digital photo pro. And I noticed that there are some loose pamphlets inside it. *I know I am very much of an OC!*

As a curious cat i am, i checked it out! I saw photo's of children with cleft lips. It was from a cleft charity.

I remember when i was in P.I. Some centuries ago, there had been a Medical Mission if I could reckon uhmm lasted two weeks i think...

Medical Professionals from around the globe joined this so called program to help children with such birth defects. -- I am touched whenever I hear or see something like this. *Shessh! I may be rough on the outside but you know... That's just me...* [Ehe... Scoffs]

I guess there is HOPE

76ers Vs Celtics

Last week I was at the 76ers game at Wachovia Center. I am not really a basketball person. I am more of a football/hockey fan. But since the ticket was free and it's gonna be on a premium seating [Mind you on a suite.] I just grab that op with no hesitations. *Who doesn't want freebies? Eh?*

See those lovely ladies?

I think i am gonna have a heart attack on this one... [They just keep on flaunting those bosoms.]

Is that a butt??? *Mi dios por santo my virgin eyes are being corrupted Ekkk.* Believe me the bazoongas are everywhere!!!

I really don't care about the game! Well in fact i dunno what's the score at this moment. I am here for this. Ha ha ha... *I just have to blur those beautiful faces. Since i didn't have any release forms with me.*

YOUR A WANKER NO.4!!! [Ooopsie I got carried away... I taught i was in a football game.]

Proof that Mr. Games is such really a wanker! *Uh-oh GIRLFRIEND you don't hit yout playmates!*

See that lil girl? *I believe i can fly... I believe I can touch the sky... I think about it every night and day... la la la la*

There is an anomaly here! Why do they have to put up sexy girls here and the goons as back up dancers? Why??? Can someone please explain this to me! [Is that Notorious BIG? Now that's what i call Gangsta!]

April's Bad Girl of the Month

This images were sent to me via email. I just wanted to share it. Enjoy!

Silly Sally! Noooo that is not Sinead O'Connor. [Ouch! If Sinead would just hear that. She wish you just Bitch-slapped her. He he he.]

What the hell is she doin' ??? Is this the effect of drinkin' too much Red Bull?

Protect Our PETS!

Yesterday i was doin my usual thing, blogging, reading emails, on the phone, chattin with a friend at skype, doin' my laundry, folding clothes and watching t.v... ETC. ETC. ETC. All at the same time. =P




When i saw this advertisement... I asked myself... Only one question.

How can somebody do something like this to this to this innocent creatures???

I remembered last week when i was watching Animal Planet. I was horrified! I saw alot of dogs used in for dog fights. [Shame on those owners!!! Who are only interested on them for fighting or for protection.]



Click here for more info about: ASPCA The American Society For The Prevention Of Cruelty To Animals

Bravo's Work Out Season 2

When I grow up, I wanted to be just like her! The Asian version of her. *ting-pang-tong-tang-ting-pang-pang-pang.
Mandolin playing on the background.* [That Mandolin needs a little bit of tunning!]

I hope i get famous. Just like her, And i think am on my way. I wanted to have my own Business too.

[Jackie is a personal trainer and if she has Work Out . Umm I could call mine WOK with me. As you would all know I am a maid, i could be also a personal cook. ] *Here am i again on my competitiveness lol.*

And since i am Asian.

Maybe i can call it

[WOK with Chink...] HA HA HA...

I am so gonna watch the 2nd episode this coming Tuesday@ Bravo 10/9c... BTW it's channel 273 on Direct TV.

I am excited about Jackie and Rebecca



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The 2007 Brit Awards

Winners 2007

British Male Solo Artist James Morrison

British Female Solo Artist Amy Winehouse

British Group Arctic Monkeys

MasterCard British Album Arctic Monkeys“Whatever people say I am, that’s what I’m not”

British Single Take That “Patience”

British Breakthrough Act The Fratellis

British Live Act Muse

International Male Solo Artist Justin Timberlake

International Female Solo Artist Nelly Furtado

International Group The Killers

International Album The Killers “Sam’s Town”

International Breakthrough Act Orson

Outstanding Contribution to Music Oasis

Nominees list 2007

Related
The BRIT Awards 2007 show

Classical BRIT Awards 2007

Blogger's Hair, Cigarettes and Red Bull will be at EBay -- I am anti Britney!

If Britney Spears can do it, why can't i?!(mailto:*%^#$@$% *Oh yeah i am competitive!* Who the fcunk she thinks she is?

I am no longer a Brunette! I am gonna be re-born as a Ginger!

So i decided to have my own auction at EBay tomorrow starts at noon. [And since I am so awesomely fabulously generous 90% of the proceeds will go to my favorites! Yes your reading that right!]








I am gonna have a one-woman empire. I didn't go to Business School for NOTHING!

[I am not gonna be left behind by Her Majesty Reyna Elena and My Boss Chuva. That's how competitive I AM! Yes they have thier own Internet Stores already. Feel free to visit them.]

*Okay Reyn and Chuva this endorsement is not free! I have to have a percentage on the sales that you guys gonna make.* He he he...



I am still BITTER about Google AdSense-NON-Sense accusations!!! [I am definitely not bovverd thou!] *This BITTERNESS is never-ending*














Since I am Ethnic, I love animals and supports PETA. [People Eat Their Animals.]

I don't eat animals! But my tribe does! LOL.

Well I am Asian enough. So I decided to give something to ASIA CS! [Aids Services In Asian Communities.] For the benefit of my people who are suffering from the disease.

If YOU are one of my avid readers yes YOU will know Kori! Yes it is a bit over year now, but ahh i just can't help it. I STILL HEART HER! Yup i don't really have the balls to tell her that! *And who says that i have balls? I am a woman eh?*

Of course i will also shower Kori some of the earnings! Since she's the love of my life! Awww

LOL.

See the proof? I ain't greedy. IShare! =)

Self Portrait?

I want to kiss girls with my mask on that's one of my fantasies.

I was in Heaven during this session. Hmm or should i say InTrance?

This is one of my fetishe's *&%$%$$@%% *To spray a can-full of Raid on my whole body ahhhh Lovely BEAT THAT!*

If i was just a lil bit fit, I would be in Latex Overalls in this photo! he he he...

graffiti artist

I am not your average graffiti artist.

Photo taken by: Chuva

I didn't know she had the talent.

That she can be a Fetish Photographer. She took this during my festishistic situation last Saturday! LOL.